wow, i totally forgot that i had set this up. There is no way i'm going to try to catch up from the first time i posted. Mainly because i have trouble remembering what i did last week let alone what i've done over a couple years! i guess i'll have to force myself to post my rambling thoughts here - otherwise they undoubtedly will float into cyberspace or something and i will never be able to recover them. Ahhhh, but then again, that may be a good thing!